To be honest, I never really thought about blogging. I have years of writing about my life experiences in journals but just never thought about writing online. In the past year and a half I've put the journal writing on hold and I miss it tremendously. Every year my life changes so much, that when I reflect on it I am amazed. My journals know "the real me"...my friends just know what I allow them to know...and my family just think they know me haha. So here I am giving you "the real me".
Let's start off with telling you that my favorite color is yellow...a lot of people don't know that. It's a color I rarely wear and don't have too many items in it, but yet it represents sunshine, happiness, and optimism. At the end of the day I feel like that's what I represent. My heart is huge....meaning I forgive and forget, I bend backwards for people and I love to help and motivate.
People I grew up with have these crazy perceptions about me....it seriously cracks me up. One of them is that I only date men with money so they can pay my bills hahahahaha. How can anybody think I don't pay my own bills? I've been working since I was 15 and been addicting to work since then. I can't imagine not being independent and just want someone to bring just as much as I'm bringing to the table.
People perceive me has always having it together, and the funny part is I never knew that I did. I'm trying to get it together now lol. I am extremely an emotional person, I cry all the time, I put up a front a lot of the times because everyone sees me being an incredibly stong person. I get depressed too...I'm only human haha and I even find myself asking "will I ever find happiness?"
I can seriously go on and on...but I'll keep posting. All in all this is just a little taste of getting to know me.
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